From Destiny's Library:
Sorry that I haven't blogged on Central for a while. But as most of you know, I hosted the Wizard101Central Photoshoot and special thanks to The Vampire Princess for taking the pictures.
But... You see, just about I was gonna log on Wizard101 to host the Shoot. Then Samantha just has to pick that time to ask if I want to go on the Trampoline with her.
I attempt to refuse, but then my mom lectures me about friggin' excercise (WHICH I DIDN'T NEED!) and I end up having to go for a walk just as the clock dings. I quickly make a post about how I couldn't get on the computer and ask them if they could please wait for me for a bit, but when I return home..... And I was only gone for about 15 minutes at most... I see the shoot went on without me.
I was shocked, heartbroken and angry. I missed my own event... And I had spent so much time in effort into it... For that. All of it just stomped on and crushed. At least, for me it was. Then and there, I wanted to quit Central. I wanted to quit Wizard101! I wanted to take out all my anger on it...
So the next hour or so I made sure to steer clear of it until Jessica asked me if I could RP 39 Clues... And in that time, I looked through the screenshots and the signatures... And they were all good, it's just that... Every time the Shoot has been mentioned or I see a sig or shot based off of it, I feel bad and want to burst into tears. The only exception is sugurmouse's (Otherwise known as Jessica, a Duo of Death Co-Host) sig. All the other sigs when I layed eyes on them I feel a swarm of negative emotions.
I'm wondering if I should host another shoot in turn, but there's school and some may remember the The Last Airbender release in-game party, I missed that. Now I miss the Photoshoot. How do I know that I'm not gonna just miss this and mess it up?
I don't mean to offend anyone whatsoever by this post. I just had to let it out.
And for the record, I've actually been on the verge of crying irl (such as now) a lot of times while writing this.
I'm so sad about this I'm not even gonna do my trademark sig.
Aw man, well if it makes you feel any better,
ReplyDeleteI had to go to Wal-Mart at the last second.
Yikes, I really hate it when I miss events too, like that huge Meet-and-greet last month, so many were there and I was on vacation "Argh!" Try not to quit though, and still try to have fun in the Spiral! :)
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